
After years of struggling, my friend Mandy chose to leave this life Monday night. Mandy, we've been best buddies since you were adoped and the age of three and you moved into the house across from mine. Even though the past few years found us both so busy and not quite as close, I'll always cherish the memories we had. There are so many, my entire childhood was shared by you! I'm so thankful that your pain is over and that you are finally at peace. I can't wait to see you in a better place! Love you , bud.
Dec 10
I'm missing you so much tonight. There are so many memories we have together..... telling ghost stories in your shed, started clubs in our backyards and only we could be members of, pricking our fingers and becoming blood sisters, playing chase at the bus stop, sleepovers, night games, getting yelled at by the lawyer in that office building because you were singing at the top of your voice in their bathroom, making up dances in your basement, going swimming at the apartments all day long and getting in trouble because we were so late, doorbell ditching EVERY house on my street, going to Lagoon, going to dances together, you ditching me stuck in that seat belt in Hobit ville, going to Fort Bridger with your family and hanging out with Dan and Brandon, you ditching me with Mr Wierd in Fort Bridger!, going shopping for my Bridesmaid dresses together, you being my Maid of Honor at my wedding, us going out when you were mad at Derek, hanging out at your cabin, you introducing me to Shaun. You telling me all about meeting Bonnie and how you'd wished that I'd gone with you instead of Derek. Then things started changing. I wish they hadn't. I'm so glad that we got a little closer this year. I'm so glad that we went to Olive Garden and had some girl time, just us. You were so different, but our memories together still made us sisters. I remember that last time we went out. It was us and you and Shaun. We went to dinner and then came back to my house for a fire. It was like you weren't even there. Your light has been gone for so long. I miss your spark. I was so mad that you didn't call me to tell me you were married. I had to find out on facebook. You were my Maid of Honor and I don't even get a phone call? Sorry, I know that you've been really sick. I can't blame you for not doing all the things that normal friends do, because you've been out of it for about 7 years. I miss who you used to be and I'm glad that your pain is over. I love you Mandy, sisters forever.